I honestly can’t handle myself. Sometimes the people I cling to are also the people I hate. Actually, sometimes I just hate every person I’ve ever known, and I’m almost certain they hate me right back. I just feel like I’m never on the same page as others, and when I finally catch up, nobody is interested anymore. As often as I’ve been forgotten or overlooked or used…it may as well be expected now. I’ll pray that when I wake up, I won’t give a fuck. But I know I will; I always do.